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Monday, April 04, 2005

Mon, 04 Apr 2005 11:28:07 GMT

believe it or not, i`ve decided to come out of hiding! new xanga: ima_l0ser

Monday, August 16, 2004

Mon, 16 Aug 2004 05:35:54 GMT

grrrrr this xanga. too many people read this.. i quit

Monday, August 02, 2004

Mon, 02 Aug 2004 00:08:11 GMT

before anything is said i wanna say happy birthday mama. we miss you very much. rip. x33

and now kauai pictures! ;] click to enlarge. (some are blurry.. blame nina`s scanner)

pay-rents at the guava kai plantation

some of the hiyas-ers in front of the plantation

tin tin after a show (kat did it!)

me, tin tin, my idudu baby, & kyla

bryan & cheyne under the showers at lydgate

cheyneskees. puaha!

joses, justin, & bryan

it`s peter!!

eddie showing off his sand castle

eddie`s sand castle. purdy, huh?

bryan chasing a cock

aunties & uncle

aunties & uncle jeff

aunties & uncle mario

me, kat, kyla, tin tin, & miko. look! we have the same shoes!

group picture at spouting horn

group picture at the kauai kookie kompany

miko, kat, & me. lovely bananas.

kyla & joses thuggin the camera

kyla, me, tin tin, miko, & kat sportin our hairnets. rawrr!

my baby brother, pj, & my mommy. ;]

the girls again. that guy messes up the picture though..

family portrait! me, alan, pj, & mommy.

tin tin, kyla, uncle mario, me, & kat before the luau

i leied uncle mario. hah!

me & kat

girls who love cocks!

uncle mario, chris, & auntie zeny. they were nice enough to let us stay in their house. ;D

eddie, peter, jeffrey, bryan, & justin at the airport.

the parents of hiyas

the boys of delluzion.. again!

hiyas at the airport.

Sunday, July 25, 2004

Sun, 25 Jul 2004 08:15:48 GMT

summer`s been boring. i don't like it. poop.

just got home from the great mall. well well, lemmie back up. yesterday, donatello died. yes, my beloved almost-frog drowned last night. *sigh* RiP Donatello..

miwa ate her first cricket today. i`m very proud. =] but i don`t like having crickets in the house. they`re just ugly..

cleaned up the house today. & watched aris kai run through the sprinklers then jump in the pool. at 2:30 there was a rosary at my house so i wasn`t able to go to auntie becky`s.

left the house at 4 & headed off to fyc. learned lanceros. tried on kristynne`s lanceros dress. it`s beautiful & all but i reeeeeally don`t like that tail. & it doesn`t help that i`m short. so uncle jeff said i could switch dresses with genieline. HAH! sorry, gen. "Good luck & don`t fall"

went to embassy suites at 6. danced lanceros for the second time. not too bad, although it felt horrible when i did.. i saw gen having trouble with the dress. i think justin had more trouble though. & the crowd was terrible. i won`t go into detail. i liked barrio though. i always like it better, but that crowd.. ugh. & el senor gave us an F on our performance. pssh. we deserve better. i didn`t like pasegin for once. i was cheyne`s partner so i was suppossed to jump out during the last part, but i jumped the wrong way so he has turn around like he was trying to catch nothing. sorry, cheyne. after the show we recieved our first honorariums, auntie jo ran into ashlie (my munchkin). "You know Miko & Renee?!" & then i got a sushi band aide from miko. ;] it`s a ritual. speaking of rituals, "Kyla, am I pretty?" "Kyla, I hafta pee." & the aftershow ritual: great mall.

well, no one was really planning on going but gen, mica, & i saw our mother`s were sitting together.. & we just recieved our first honorariums, so why not? luckly my mom said yes, on one condition: sing in church choir the next day. so i agreed & auntie rose took the 3 girls + roel to the great mall. in the car, cheyne called & asked if he could come, too. of course! "Everyone`s always invited" but gen, mica, roel, & myself arrived earlier & had some time to spare. so we decided to visit romeo at work. on the way in i ran into mimi, my wifey! i think gen, mica, & roel were kinda scared when she started humping me. haha, that`s alright though, i looooooove you meemsters!

gen, mica, roel, & i visited romeo`s store. they were about to close though so we didn`t stay for long. but we gotta see romeo nonetheless. yep. then cheyne & justin arrived. then we all decided to watch 'a cinderella story'. but roel went to cyberhunt to meet up with ryan. after the movie justin went home & we went to cyberhunt to get ryan & roel. then we all went to putting edge. cheyne got in for free. yupp, they just gave him a club & ball even though he didn`t pay. we didn't keep score & we hada split into two groups. we stayed until they closed. & then my mom came to pick us up but uncle jeff was still at auntie becky`s. so we kidnapped cheyne, made him stay in the car with us until his dad came. then home.

aris kai kai is getting more grown up everytime i see him. he started fighting over the radio with uncle ed today. haha. it was cute. & then while watching You Got Served he tried spinning on his head! puahaha, this baby.. goodness!

Wednesday, July 21, 2004

Wed, 21 Jul 2004 10:45:18 GMT

as promised, here`s part 2 of the kauai blog ...

day 4 . . . woke up the earliest, 5am. then i couldn`t go back to sleep bcuz of all the noise from the cocks.. so i went downstairs and found that chris called in sick from work today so he could go with the rest of the hiyas-ers to poipu beach. at breakfast we were watching miss global pinay. and well.. they`re not that talented.. like that one chick doing the 'paa dang go'. *shakes head* not everyone can folk dance. anyways.. before leaving the house the girls tried to throw water balloons at cheyne. bcuz of the roach incident the previous night. we threw `em but NONE of `em popped!! they all bounced.. pssh! God must love him. so cheyne threw `em back at us. well, he got kyla, he didn`t get me tho. puaha. i ran to the other car. so the girls rode with chris and i rode with uncle jeff & some of the boys. first, we went to some grocery store to buy food. joses thought he lost his wallet! he found it later on though. so arrived at poipu. lotsa chickens running around. the beach was really rocky, so i let miko use my shoes. chris was trying to teach the boys how to body board, the girls did their own thing. i stayed with them until i couldn`t stand the rockyness anymore. so i got outta the water & eddie was sitting by himself in his clothes. i won`t say his secret, but anyways i convinced him to go to the kiddie waves with me. and then he made a sandcastle! his first one he says, i don`t believe it... xP the parents came & then they left to go to the farmers` market with uncle mario. the rest of us stayed in the water & got a bazillion cuts. we left the beach a lil before sunset. but not before i got pictures of cheyne & bryan freakin` each other under the showerheads. puahaha. sexxy. ;] back at the house i kept mixing up eddie & peter for some weird reason. i`m sorry, guys!! & peter hit me.. but i guess i deserved it. but now i know, eddie is my anti-drug & that peter is my favorite husband... although both of them were telling me to 'make good choices' & i love both the guys.. *shrugs*

day 5 . . . we decided that poipu was too rocky for us. so we went back to lydgate. who cares if it`s too 'intermediate'? bad stuff happened today tho.. tiffany, bryan`s baby sis, & pj, my baby brother, were stung by jellyfishes! tiffany was ok tho. she played with miko on the sand for the rest of the day. pj got a fever. ;[ the rest of the hiyas-ers came. mica, gen, kristynne.. but they didn`t swim because their parents said they`d become too dark. lol. we`re filipino! does skin tone really matter? i finally gave kristynne 'the monkey' but i filled her in on what has happening anyways. then the guys, kristynne, & i went to the playground across the street. funniest moment there was when the boys of delluzion started dancing on this swinging platform. music by was provided by bryan, recording by joses? hahaha! aaaaaanywas.. all of `em had their solos, (besides jeffrey. oh well) bryan, singing AND dancing. peter jumping over jeffrey. eddie and his towel. haha. and their group shots are hilarious. i will post pix later. afterwards, kristynne came to the house bcuz the other ppl were going to another luau. they did tinikling at the luau. tsk tsk.. ate chrissy came over too! yea, we all chatted upstairs. until tin tin told me the guys were cock fighting in the front yard. chaa. i like cocks. so whaaaaat? chris lost two more birds. how sad, huh? i told my ninong. and then he started tsking me on the phone! (yeah, nina, YOUR dad) so the first fight, i didn`t bet. the second one, i bet joses a dollar. cheyne bet against joses, too. i say i won, cheyne says he won. buuuut noooo. somehow it ended a draw. even if both chickens were dead. something about not getting the final bite. uncle jeff came out & asked if we could take the feathers off the dead birds. hah, at least some good came out of it. went back upstairs with the girls & then it began to rain!! so i ran down the stairs. puahaha. ikaika`s sisters came. they`re so prrrretty!! huh, bryan? and they`re all cheerleaders. anyways, i met them upstairs bcuz i came in from the rain early. not that i don`t enjoy tropical rain it`s just that water & white tees don`t mix. so i changed, met them, introduced them to everyone. i told `em kristynne was a cheerleader, too. & kristynne hit me. psh. so they stayed to watch our performance that ate lisa taped, & then the baby fell asleep so they left. upstairs i learned how to play crazy eights with tiffany & miko. kat taught me how to play spoons.. which later on turned into a game of forks. hah. later later that night .. more drama...

day 6 . . . "I don`t wanna loose Eddie & Lea`s love toniiiiight" - Cheyne Bado, crazy kid. so.. big performance at lydgate today. but before the parents picked up the girls & justin arce to go shopping. i bought cocks. ;] and we saw chris delivering his candy. haha. small island. yah? so we shopped. girls bought matching adopt-a-chicken shirts. puahaha. and kyla bought 6 cocks. phew. kat bought a wooden one, and miko and i bought glass ones. but i bought 2 so they could fight. puahaha! i bought a cock charm, too. they`re surprisingly hard to find. cock charms, that is. kat also bought an 'i got leied sign' even tho she didn`t get leied yet. "I`ve seen so many cocks, & I havn`t gotten leied yet" Lol. then we went back to uncle mario`s & got our props/costumes packed. all of us met up at lydgate. i hada heart-to-heart with kristynne. don`t worry, homie, i got chu. the church tried to fed us again. but this time they had no spoons or forks. but thas ok, filipinos eat with our hands. so today we were only going to do barrio. pj hada leave tho, bcuz of his fever. poor baby.. ;[ but you kno, the show must go on. first, we had our pasegin pictorial. my dress got wet! and all these tourists were staring at us. kinda embarrassing, but i`m used to it. try wearing kaisahan stage make-up in downtown san jose. phew. THAT`S embarrassing! so the show.. we performed putungan as a surprise for uncle mario & auntie zeny. kyla began to tear during uncle jeff`s introduction. ;[ then barrio. always great. we hada barrio pictorial, too. jeffrey & justin we`re already changing for their delluzion performance so i hada cover their pants with my dress. i really hope their pants don`t show. so the delluzion performance.. much better than sunday`s. this time, instead of just screaming the girls ran onstage and grabbed their jackets! kristynne & cheyne were fighting over bryan`s. haha. i think i grabbed peter`s? after the performance we stayed at the beach until night time. we went home, then to walmart. kat & i rode with chris & kainoa, boys rode with uncle mario. the boys were taking a long time at walmart. so chris, kainoa, kat, and i went to some grocery store. kat and i bought food. kainoa bought drinks. we went home and saw tin tin playing 13 with ikaika. (beating ikaika!) & he cut his fro. ;[ darrn. when the guys got home we watched our performance from that day. i sat on the couch with eddie & he showed me magic. & he became my anti-drug. anyways, bcuz of drama that had occurred on a previous night i didn`t wanna stay downstairs. so i tried pulling kat up, but no luck. so i went upstairs & attempted to finish the first chapter of warriors don`t cry. some other ppl came up eventually. kat finally came up and informed how friendly kainoa really is. thank you, eddie, for telling me the truth and for having the thought to defend me. it`s the thought that counts.

day 7 . . . we went to the kauai kookie kompany today. the tour only lasted 5 mins, we hada wear yucky white hairnets, and only 6-7 of us could go in at once. peter became my favorite husband on this day. psh, and ppl call him shy.. whatever. anyways.. after the cookie factory we went to spouting horn to watch some geysers & shop some more. then we went to the airport and picked up ate monette & 'el senor' mambaje. we went back to the house to get ready for the luau that night. all of the girls wore their sarongs. but first we hada do our igorot pictorial. not too bad. i just didn`t like having to take off my sarong & put it back on multiple times. after the pictorial everyone went to the entrance thingy for the luau. auntie mila gave us leis. and then kat, kyla, tin tin, and i waited outside to lei auntie zeny & chris. i leied uncle mario. tee hee hee. but auntie zeny & chris were taking too long so we went inside where everyone else was. they came before the actual dinner though, which was good. the luau was nice. i couldn`t really enjoy it though. i was too sad about leaving. i think uncle mario saw it, too. romeo called during dinner. it made me kinda miss home, but still.. anyways, i kept going outside bcuz i didn`t wanna think about leaving. i went inside for the last few performances though. i saw cheyne go onstage. & bryan, too. some guy tried to pull me onstage, but i hada turn him down bcuz my sarong was falling off. after the show i took pictures of roel & bryan with the hula dancers. then we hada go back 'home' & finish packing. but first monette asked me to come to walmart with her. haha, ate, i looooove you. but for some reason she said my mom was downstairs. too much to drink, huh? at walmart kat & i finally found that song we were looking for. actually, kyla found it for us, but at least we got it. (Believe - Wouldn`t It Be Nice). so i bought believe`s album & forte`s album, just bcuz they`re pinay. heh heh. then back home to pack. i stayed up all night. mainly with peter, bcuz justin fell asleep. so after the girls fell asleep justin & i chatted on the balcony, just like good `ol days. then i went with cheyne, peter, & chris to the backyard to look at the chickens. peter & cheyne were planning to shoot one in the morning. then kainoa came home (he lives across the street from chris). so peter & i sat away from them. justin came downstairs, too. he & i walked up and down the street a few times. chatted a lil more. he`s my favorite 'girl' friend. puahaha. then it became cold, so we went to the room that tin tin & i shared. tin tin wasn`t sleeping in there tho so we watched tv. peter came in the room, too. justin eventually fell asleep, so now peter & i chatted. mostly about who was gonna fall asleep first. yeah, i fell asleep. grr.. at 5 am we went downstairs to wake up cheyne, but he started cussing at us with his hawaiian accent! "muddah frick" & he doesn`t remember it. so peter & i went back upstairs and at 6:30-ish, right when everyone was getting ready to go back to lydgate, i fell asleep. i woke up around 9 am.. darn peter, why`d you let me sleep?!

day 8 . . . i think we were all pretty sad on this day. i woke up at 9, finished packing, and dressed for oakland weather. then we all went to the airport. bid uncle mario, auntie zeny, & chris goodbye. took more pictures of delluzion, bryan loooves the camera. & i took pictures of this lizard that my brother, alan, & roel caught. then we all boarded the plane. i got stuck with the window seat AGAiN! ugggggh. we hada switch planes in honolulu. i got the window seat on the second flight, too.. anyways, thank you, justin, for keeping me sane on the second flight. thank you kristynne, for.. uhh.. yah kno.. and peter & eddie. i`ve already apologized to you both, but here it goes again. neither of you are to blame for what happened at the airport. my mother is more understanding than one might think & she apologizes for that day, too. thanx for not being angry with me. i <3 you guys! moving on.. uncle marvin picked us up at the airport. it was so strange seeing my house again. it was welcoming, but at the same time i didn`t wanna be there. i getta be with my tadpoles tho. or shall i say 3 tadpoles & 1 frog? yupp yupp, miwa`s a frog now. donatello has front & back legs, he`s still got his tail tho. tapple has tiny back legs, and nardning has nothing yet. thanx, uncle eddie, for watching `em.

and that concludes my adventure. i miss lihue.. especially the everyday cockfest.. yea, i said COCK.

Sunday, July 18, 2004

Sun, 18 Jul 2004 01:02:50 GMT

hi everyone. me & the hiyas-ers arrived yesterday from hawaii. details? ok ok. but be ready to stare at the screen for awhile. this is gonna be a loooooong entry...

day 1 . . . got to the airport veeery early in the morning. the moon was still out an errrything. chilled there for awhile. i remember gettin piss`d at cheyne b`cuz he kept saying ppls were gonna 9/11 our flight. grrrrrr. not cool cheyne! but ya kno, how can anyone stay mad at that foo? anyways, got on the plane. i slept for most of it. but for some reason they gave me the window seat. =/ thass not cool either. so we arrived in hawaii & then unloaded. yada-yada. the girls were dropped off at lydgate beach (in our jeans & hiyas tees. torture!). we entertained ourselves tho. "Kat, a bird pooped on you!" Lol. and we went to this big ol playground that looked like a maze! tin tin found a baby bird. but we left it. & the guys went to the airport & the duplex & the church to load, unload, load, & unload. poor guys. anyways, the girls finally got to the duplex and it was soo terrible! i can`t believe the church wanted us to sleep in there. psh. thankfully the bados had some family on the island. & so the valmojas took us in. hiyas also went to the church to have a brief meeting about the whole duplex situation. some dancers went with their parents, but i wanted to stay with the group. so i went with the majority of the dancers to uncle jeff`s cousin`s. or as i like to call him, uncle mario. =) hiyas also went to some church to eat. i called up the guy in the picture. he shot me down. somethings wrong, huh? oh well. oh oh! & i met eddie for the first time. yea, i`ve seen him around fyc, but we never really talked. he`s a great guy tho. thanx for everything, my anti-drug. mmkay so that night we arrived at uncle mario`s and me & tin tin shared a room & miko, kat, an kyla slept outside on the aero bed. all the girls met chris, too. he has very strong essence of boy. haha. i learned a few other things about hawaii that day too. RED dirt! (jennifer woulda liked it) chickens in the morning & frogs at night. (that made me miss my tadpoles)

day 2 . . . GANJA GANJA GANJA! & pakalolo, bruddah.. lol. so woke up early to go sight seeing. boring.. there was also this situation with this boat trip the church was trying to make us go on. luckily i got out of it. i went back to lydgate (this time with bathing suit) & swam for the rest of the day. everyone else went on the boat ride & then walmart. haha. poor kids. we left before sunset & then went to kapaa shores where some of the parents were staying. all of us were too tired to swim some more so we started walking around. & then cheyne had the idea of just going somewhere. so chris took cheyne, justin arce, eddie, and me to the fun factory. haha. this nickel city style arcade. justin played ddr for me! & i played house of the dead 2 with chris. (oh gawsh.. i still owe him 4 tokens! >.< ). the arcade became boring so cheyne & chris went to blockbuster next door. justin, eddie, & i followed when we ran outta tokens. cheyne wanted to get a scary movie. uggh. just bcuz he hates me. i found out eddie`s biggest fear. puahaha. i`m scared of `em too!! they ended up gettin SWAT, Malibu`s Most Wanted, & American Wedding. when we got back home ate monette was tellin` us about how much their boat trip sucked. haha! as for me, i fell asleep while watchin SWAT. well, first kat fell asleep on me, then i somehow ended on the floor. & peter stepped on me. so i woke up, & went upstairs.

day 3 . . . woke up early again. still jet-lagged. well, tin tin & i were. we woke up about 5 am ish. we were so bored.. we took our idudu babies & placed one next to kyla. haha. her reaction has priceless. when kat woke up we decided to place the babies on the boys. we put one on eddie & wrote on jeffrey with lipstick. tee hee. then everyone woke up.. and this day was a big performance day for hiyas & delluzion. but first cheyne, joses, robert, and i went to watch a cock fight with chris & some of his friends. it was weird being the only girl.. but it was alright. chris lost his cock tho. i mean his rooster. puahaha. (ur gonna hear me saying cock a lot now) we went back to the house & picked up our costumes & props. then went to the veterans memorial where we were performing. a large crowd in kauai, but very disappointing for hiyas. our performance was great tho. first time on a real stage & our first time using the idudu babies. omg, they`re so ugly! & we did good even tho i could hardly hear the music. delluzion did grrreat. better than they thot they could, considering all the practices they were able to squeze in. the crowd loved `em. & maybe even their fans? ;] the hula group liked bryan`s osto-otso solo. hah. then some drama went down. whatever tho. i met peter for the first time today. he`s a nice guy, too. my favorite husband. hardy har. all the hiyas girls were screaming for delluzion when they were onstage. they now officially have groupies. haha! "Bryan, you`re so hot!" "Marry me, Jeffrey!" "I love you, Eddie!" & much much more... when we got back to uncle mario`s that night we watched the performance. ate lisa did a good job recording us. i was kinda sad that she didn`t get our groupie screaming tho. i also met some of chris` friends that night. there`s ikaika, also cheyne & kyla`s cousin. there was kainoa, i thot he was nice.. you can say he`s very verrrry friendly. and then there was brian, piercing in his chin, owch! the girls taught `em how to play 13. ikaika schooled me tho. deng, i can`t believe that. while putting our props away i remember that chris, ikaika, & kainoa would start laughing whenever they heard us say idudu. weirdos. ;p justin & monette left today, too. so all the girls upstairs slept in one bed that night. hahah! it was interesting. we were crackin` cock jokes all night. "Do you hold your cock with 2 hands?" "Can I play with your cock?" (when chris was asked he said 'maybe later'. haaaaah!) "Does your cock hang loose, bruddah?"

after that day is when all the drama started happening. i`ll talk about it in part 2. yupp yupp, this entry will be continued...

Friday, July 09, 2004

Fri, 09 Jul 2004 08:01:33 GMT

last blog till hawaii... yikes!

hiyas in hawaii in 8.5 hours. ahhhhh!

last day of summer school yesterday. / thanx to everybody from happy happy team yum yum noodle house for signing my napkin. HAPPY BiRTHDAY MERISA! special thanx to stacey who helped with the 'leandra wall'. yup. i have my own wall. wooooo hooooooo! and thanx jen for the k-pop cds. finally found a tadpole-sitter, my uncle ed. haha. don`t kill em buttface! so right now i`m tryin to stay up so i can just fall asleep on the plane. still freaked out over the plane ride tho! uncle jeff isn`t helping me either..

HIYAS of SJ: i had a cousin...
HIYAS of SJ: back like in the 80's
appl3z appl3z: uh huh
HIYAS of SJ: her and her family took a small plane over the holidays to somewhere up north i think
HIYAS of SJ: and...
HIYAS of SJ: at like 3000 feet....
HIYAS of SJ: the plane opened up.....like in half
appl3z appl3z: whaaaaaaaaaaaaat?!
HIYAS of SJ: and when they found them.....
HIYAS of SJ: they were still in their seat belts but.....
HIYAS of SJ: it was in the snow
HIYAS of SJ: and....
HIYAS of SJ: the wolves had gotten to parts of their bodies already
HIYAS of SJ: so their caskets were closed
appl3z appl3z: ahhhh. uncle jeff! ur scaring me!!
appl3z appl3z: plz say ur kiddin
HIYAS of SJ: really?
appl3z appl3z: yea..
HIYAS of SJ: this is from a movie
HIYAS of SJ: joke joke
HIYAS of SJ: lol
HIYAS of SJ: lol
appl3z appl3z: omg..
appl3z appl3z: ahhh!
HIYAS of SJ: joke lang eh
HIYAS of SJ: lol
HIYAS of SJ: lol
appl3z appl3z: xP not funny

so let`s see.. i`ve already read 3 fanfix on soompi & made a new layout. ugh, i`m gettin so sleepy.. but this is to try to keep me up. stolen from krystal`s entry a few weeks ago.

[EMO].
xx.Do you enjoy depressing music?: when i`m depressed
xx.What makes you sigh?: a lotta things. but usually when ppl do/say stupid things.
xx.How many hours a day, on average, do you spend feeling sorry for yourself?: eh. not much. a few minutes prolly.
xx.Do you wear glasses?: nope. i steal shinny`s.
xx.Do you wear sweaters all the time?: when it`s cold. chaaa.
xx.What makes you tick?: performing.
xx.How many times has your heart been broken?: once.
xx.What do you think of Dashboard Confessional?: they`re ok.

[PUNK].
xx.Tell me about that time you broke that law?: ok ok. i swear i only meant to take 2 advils.. oh oh! & i j-walk all the time. bad, huh?
xx.What or who pisses you off?: ignorance & when ppl start drama. actually, all drama pisses me off. & favorisim.
xx.Would you rather date a sissy or a homeboy?: ehh? why would u date a sissy?!
xx.Sex or drugs or breaking stuff?: none of the above. well, maybe drugs. mane`s my supplier, too! lol.
xx.What do you think about Anarchy?: dumb.
xx.Tell me about a prank you played!: when i told hau & john i was pregnat & they believed it for months.. do i really seem like that kinda person?!
xx.Do you do things that are "bad for your body"?: junk food, staying up too late, sitting too close the the tv
xx.How many times have/were you kicked out of that place?: my kuyas used to kick me outta the living room all the time
xx.Are you in trouble all the time?: hmm. naaaah.

[GOTH].
xx.Do you want to die?: no
xx.What do you think about graveyards?: spooky.
xx.Do you write poetry often?: no.
xx.How much black clothing do you own?: not a lot.
xx.What type of makeup do you wear?: eyeliner & lipbalm or lipgloss. & then there`s hiyas makeup.. yuk.
xx.What do you think about pain?: i don`t like it. but issh happens.
xx. Masochism or sadism?: ewww!
xx.Do you cry often?: nope. i get angry a lot.

.[METAL].
xx.How messy are you in general?: EXTREMELY!!
xx.Do you bang your head on things repeatedly?: what kinda person does that?!
xx.What do you think of mullets?: uhm, as my mom once told me, "Whatever smokes your shorts"
xx.When did you start drinking alchohol?: i don`t drink. besides that time daissy put it in my starbucks & that was after spring break.
xx.Do you go to concerts often?: no. ;[
xx.What bands rock your pants off?: uhh. my pants stay on.
xx.What do you think about violence?: don`t like it either.
xx.Who or what makes you homicidal?: school.
xx.Worship Satan or practice black magic?: never have, never will.
xx.How wild are you in general?: hardy har. you`ll never kno.

.[GRUNGE].
xx.Are you wearing any clean clothes right now?: yea.. everything..
xx.How often do you do the laundry, anyway?: everyday.. after 6pm. ;]
xx.Do you wear flannel shirts a lot?: nope
xx.When was the last time you showered?: this morning.
xx.Do you speak clearly?: i think i do.
xx.Are you a lazy person?: yep. i admit it.
xx.Do you play any instruments?: my mini keyboard, the recorder, & i`m purdy skilled woth twirling flags. yuuuup.
xx.What do you think about Nirvana?: classic songs.

.[INDIE].
xx.What makes you different from the rest of them?: i dunno how to answer this question without being too conceded. so i`ll say my height.
xx.What was the last big decision you made?: who`s gonna take care of my tadpoles?
xx.Are you a happy-go-lucky type of person?: yea. maybe too happy at times.
xx.What do you think about conformity?: it's everywhere, nobody can completely be free of conformity. (i agree, krystal)
xx.How hard do you work to get what you want?: heh. nada. i`m kinda spoiled. i`d say i worked hard for captain tho.
xx.Why might some people consider you to be an jerk?: bcuz i judge too quickly.
xx.Do you trust others?: some others.
xx.Are you a loyal friend?: *sigh* maybe too loyal..

.[RAP].
xx.Do you live in the ghetto?: hell yeaaah. & i go to santa teresa. aw shooooooot.
xx.Have you ever even held a gun before?: guard rifles & a water gun.
xx.How much bling do you own?: a lotta bling! especially that necklace from tahati fete. major bling. huh, kristynne?
xx.Would you rather have your best friend be a wangsta or a wigga?: john`s a wangsta, jen`s a wigga. & i love `em both!! haha!
xx.Would you rather be bustin' caps or rollin' joints?: oohh bustin` caps with JC fa sho!
xx.What's your best pickup line?: "Wanna play with my Kat?" haha. can`t believe lizelle put that on my car.
xx.Ever been to prison?: no, i should be in there tho. so many stolen menus & suger packets! oh my!

.[POP].
xx.Who or what makes you so excited you piss your pants?: lol. nothing.
xx.Prep or Yuppie?: i`ve been called a prep. whatever..
xx.How much money do you spend on bad music?: none. my music is GOOD music, thank you very much.
xx.Justin Timberlake or Nick Carter?: Justin Timberlake. nsync rox! har har.
xx.Do you want to be a pop diva?: hahahaha!
xx.How many times, on average, do you say "like"?: i used to say it a lot. but not anymore. perhaps a few times a day.
xx.OMIGOD or OMG?: omgawsh.
xx.Ditsy or just plain stupid?: i`m a boobie that makes boners. right, stacey? hahaha! ppl, look up boobie & look up boner. you`d be suprised.

Wednesday, July 07, 2004

Wed, 07 Jul 2004 22:16:07 GMT

How Good are you at Certain Things?

Name

Age

Favorite Color

Nickname

Sex - 82%

Romance - 87%

Self - Control - 37%

Kissing - 56%

Cuddling - 31%

Kinkiness - 60%

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pssssssssh. i KNOW i can cuddle better than that!

tomorrow`s the big day... no more summer school for me! & then there`s hawaii with the hiyas-ers, which means vacation in hawaii with my other family &... a plane ride. eeeek! i`m still scared about being over 20000 ft up in the air. but i know i`ll survive... somehow. everyone pray for me!!

fete was good. thank you, auntie, for sneaking us backstage! & congrats to amanda & lauren for a great performance. especially to lauren, 3rd place, ehh? good job! anyways, i was happy to see my pinsan, john aaat haaahn. hehe. then we spent some time in our old clique. but i guess you can say things have changed. *sigh* don`t they always? luckily, i have the powerpuff girls & the professor there.

i wasn`t able to go to the great mall with justin & kristynne, but i did spent some time with my family afterwards. watched spiderman 2. nice movie, only alan & patrick wouldn`t stop arguing over every little thing. oh well, family`s family.

++[addition]
-Alphabet-
A - Age You Act:   6
B - Band: ehh. there`s so many
C - Choice Of Meat: i like.. eggs
D - Dream Date:   the guy in the picture. haha. or maybe tuxedo mask.
E - Excites You:   whenever kai kai visits i get excited. ;D
F - Favorite Food:   apples
G - Greatest Gift: hmmm. rosary from my mama.
H - Happiest Day Of Your Life: i dunno..
I - Internal conflicts: yea. i complicate things. & carlo says i think too much. ;/
J - Jealous: hmmm. used to be
K - Kool Aid:   hawaiian punch is better. i agree jen.
L - Love: everyone! family, friends, god, GREEN, food, etc ...
M - Most Valuable Thing You Own: my memories. where would i be without my mind?
N - Nicknames: lea, ate lay lay, chipmunk, -ia, layuuuuuuh
O - Outfit I Love: green ones.
P - Pizza Toppings: pinapple
Q - Question I want to ask:   uuuhhhh, how`s life?
R - Roots: filipino & chinese
S - Sport to watch:   marching band? haha. when i`m in la all we watch is bball.
T - TV shows:   don`t really watch tv anymore. maybe friends?
U - Unique habits:   attracted to anything green & apple flavored. i`d say that`s unique.
V - View from the window:   backyard, pool, st hills, tower on st hills
W - Weather I Love: sunny & breezy
Y - Yesterday's best meal: an apple.
Z - Zodiac Sign:   aquarious

-Now-
Current mood:   lazy
Current taste:   fruity (eating gushers)
Current hair:   up in a messy bun. bcuz it`s hot today.
Current clothes:   aeropostale shorts & shirt.
Current thing I ought to be doing: essays, janice`s lea-out. nina`s xanga, packing for hawaii, napping
Current windows open:   none
Current desktop picture:   the one with me, nina, & jenny. it`s on the side if you wanna see it.
Current favorite band:   hmmm. at the moment... 1tym. hah. can`t believe i`m listening to k-pop again.
Current book:   warriors don`t cry
Current CD in stereo:   lilo & stitch soundtack. yupp, i`m still playin` it.
Consider love a mistake?:   ehh. it can be.
Like the taste of alcohol?:   no. it`s gross.
Have a favorite candy?:   HiCHEW!!
Believe in astrology?:   not really, but i`ll admit that i read my horoscope when mr reed gives us crosswords
Believe in magic? tee hee. yess
Believe in God? yes yes yes
Have any pets: yep. a dog & 4 tadpoles
Go to or plan to go to college:   i`m planning on going.
Have any piercings:   had 4. but now i have 2.
Have any tattoos?:   nope
Hate yourself:   not HATE. but sometimes i rather dislike myself.
Have an obsession?: chaaa. greeeeen!
Have a secret crush?: the guy in the picture. haha. i think it`s getting obvious tho.
Do they know yet?:   yep
Have a best friend?: best friends
Wish on stars?:   yesss
Care about looks?:   ehh. at times.

-Love Life-
First crush:   kyle mcintyre
Single or attached?:   single & attached
Ever been in love?: hmm. i think.
Do you believe in love at first sight?:   it can be done
Do you believe in "the one?": not anymore
Describe your ideal significant other:   i think i answered this question already in a different survey. but to make it short let`s just say tuxedo mask. huh, kristynne? shows up whenever you need him, always dressed up, tall & mysterious, polite, protective, showeres you with roses whenever he appears. hehe.

-Word Association-
Rubber:   duck
Rock:   band
Green:   ;]
Wet:   wetter is better. puahaha
Cry:   baby
Peanut:   butter
Hay: farm
Cold:   air
Steamy: shower
Fast:   cars
Freaky:   meghan!
Rain:   go away..
Bite:   pj
F*ck:   "fcuk, what a lovely pear". hardy har. i want that shirt. French Connection to the United Kingdom
Blow:   bubbles

-Appearance-
Hair:   black, layered
Eyes:   big & brown
Height:   4'11

-Who Do You Want To-
Kill:   no one
Get really wasted with:   kat. lol.
Look like: uhmm. nah, i`m ok.
Be like:   miwa or kyla
Avoid: someone..

-Last Person You-
Talked to:   my brother`s friend
Hugged:   leo
Kissed:   baby kai kai on the cheek
Instant messaged:   tj or romeo. don`t remember

-Where Do You-
Eat:   at the table
Cry:   away from people
Wish You Were:   fyc. yea, i must be bored.

-Have You Ever-
Dated one of your best friends?:   nope
Loved somebody so much it made you cry?:   yes. when mama died..
Drank alcohol?:   daissy snuck it in my starbucks. yukk.
Done drugs?:   advil.
Broken the law?: yea. gettin rides with gladys, j-walking, stayin up past curfew. deng, i`m such a bad kidd.
Ran away from home?: once, and i was 8.
Broken a bone?:    no
Played truth or dare?:   yea.
Kissed someone you didn't know?:   eek. no.
Been in a fight?:   yes. that`s why i asked cheyne, mykenn, & justin to teach me how to box. doi.
Came close to dying?:   2x. when i was born & when i had my surgery.

-What is-
The most embarrassing CD in your collection?: weird al - running with scissors. or the pokemon 2000 soundtrack
Your bedroom like?: cluttered
Your favorite thing for breakfast?: jamba juice. yumm
Your favorite restaurant?: sweet tomatoes

-Random Questions-
What's on your bedside table?:   my stereo & my cds
What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night?: anything. if i`m hungry i`ll eat anything.
What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie? lalalala. not telling...
What is your biggest fear?:   ghosts, the dark, CHEYNE, earthquakes, heights, JOHN, roller coasters, plane rides, scary movies, aliens, ET.. gosh, i`m scared of a lotta things..
Physical feature you're insecure about?: tummy.
Are you a pyromaniac?:   nope
Do you have too many love interests?:   no. just one.
Crushes? i`ve hada few crushes..
Do you know anyone famous?:   HiYAS & NAMENZO. wooo hooooo
Describe your bed: too pink.
Spontaneous or plain?: i dunno. you tell me.
Do you know how to play poker?:   only electronic poker
What do you carry with you at all times?: my phone & mama`s rosary
How do you drive?:   i dont drive
What do you miss most about being little?:   mama
Are you happy with your given name?:   yea. it`s ok. some ppl mis-pronounce it or mis-spell, but thast ok. at least i`m the only leandra i kno. sucks for ppl named JENNiFER.
How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one year?:   not much. i`ve done it befor.
What color is your bedroom?:   pink. i`m ashamed of it.
What was the last song you were listening to?: i dunno who sang it but it`s called accedentally in love. kinda catchy.
Do you spend more time with your girlfriend, boyfriend, or your friends?: it`d be my friends even if i did hava bf.
What's the first thing you think of when you see two gay guys or lesbians holding hands?:   joe p, my son. hehe. or meghan. i looove that girl.
Do you talk a lot?:   in class, even tho i kno it`s bad.
Do you like yourself and believe in yourself?:  sometimes.
Do you think you're cute?:   eehhh..
Do poor, homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you?: no
Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?:   yea, i think so. but if need i can be a tough kid.

Friday, July 02, 2004

Fri, 02 Jul 2004 06:17:27 GMT

whooooooa. guess who`s back? heh heh. yep. fixed the explorer somehow without having to pay $120. yep. purdy darn proud of myself. so let`s see, life`s been gettin` better. happy birthday to nee nee, ya big BRAT. =p 'the guy in the picture/portrait' stepped back into my life. everyone in hiyas is excited about hawaii. MY TADPOLES HAVE LEGS. i`m beginning to realize who my real friends are. school`s almost over with, for me anyways. to those having to stay for the 2nd semester, sorry! don`t forget me, eeh? bridges & vines for life! woot woot! a few more days until hiyas in hawaii. i`m anxious & i`m scared. i don`t do well with heights. ;/ i`ll make it tho.. somehow. a few more days `till fete too. jonathan, we needa confirm, chaa?

Monday, June 21, 2004

Mon, 21 Jun 2004 05:26:29 GMT

wow. a personal stalker, ehh? hmmm, who could that be? =p i feel so special. hehe. thanx for stalking me MYKENN! anyways, summer schools been ok. i like these essay topics though. "If I were a superhero...", "Your mom". fun stuff. so moving on . . HAPPY FATHER`S DAY to all tha daddies out there. hope you hada good one. & now my weekend:

friday . . . school is school. bleh. & we all know i just love my nouns. right? like in the sentence "Stacey loves Ryan." where stacey is the subject, ryan is the direct object, loves is what she does, & ryan is what she wants to do. lol. can`t believe that made it. after school uncle jeff, auntie annie, and cheyne picked me up. we all went to fyc and met with tin tin & janice. first we went to mcdonalds to eat. auntie annie & cheyne were so funny in tha car. haha. teenagers. pfft! we went back to fyc. then janice, tin tin, and i were taught lanceros. for some reason cheyne was hating on me while we were there and being nice to janice. wth? right? so i asked and he says he`ll be nice to me when bryan comes. haha. ok ok. i can live with that. uhm uhm. other stuff happened at fyc, too. o yes. NEVER GO TO THE BATHROOM WiTH CHEYNE! i had to learn the hard way. don`t ask. the show later on was ok. the floor was waaay too small to rotate though. and mykenn messed up his ankle in karatong. :/ ate lizelle showed up! hooay! after the show we all headed back to fyc to get our igorot costumes. & then i asked justin to go through lanceros with me again. turns out uncle jeff taught me how to go on the wrong side in the beginnig. oh well. i thought i got it. but i was still hella nervous about having to perfom it. then i recieved a call from 'the guy in the picture' (haha janice & tin. thas a nice name, huh?). o gawsh, i`m happy & sad at the same time. i guess i`m confused?

saturday . . . 2 floorshows today. one in hercules for this filipino festival thingy & one at some really high class wedding in walnut creek (where i hada perform lanceros! eeeeek!). my mom dropped me off at kat`s in the morning. tin tin and auntie nora were there! then we went to go pick up kat at her cousin's house somewhere near hercules. i tried on the lanceros dress. ahh, it only made me more nervous about the show later on. then we went to hercules. i didn`t like this show. igorot, nearly everyone's basket fell of in ragrag! then idudu .. gosh, i can`t even say. i shouldn`t even be the one thas embarassed. but ok ok, here goes .. right before idudu joses was feeling like his bahag was gonna fall off so i told him to go through the steps really quick to make sure. but instead he jumped up & down. same thing. right? yea yea. i thought it was. but on stage his bahag came down to his knees somewhere in the first 20 counts. when he turned i heard the mayor started laughing. o geez. it was funny. poor joses. being so exposed in front of all those people. and me being on stage partner-less & bamboo stick-less. ahh well. you know what they say: the show must go on! so i hada drop my 'baby' on the floor. hehe. nothing else fell during the rest of the dances though. barrio was kinda crazy. i can`t believe kyla and i managed to rotate those bamboos! on such a small stage too. after the show some of us walked to mcdonalds. i ordered one of those 'go active' happy meals. o yes. i`m an adult. lol. anyways, it took us forever to figure out how to open up that darn step-o-meter thingy. justin finally did it. thank yah! and so i counted my steps for the rest of the day. i managed to get 10276 steps by the end of the day. woooo-hooo! kristynne and i jumped in the playplace for a lil while, then it was back to the festival. tin tin, janice, josie, mica, & i walked around at the booths. they had a magic mic booth and janice sang over the rainbow for us. ;D she just happens to be quite the singer. scored 100 and everything! then josie and mica went back, the rest of us walked around some more. came across this clothing booth with filipino clothing. only one green shirt. but i didn`t get it because it said 'only in a jeepny'. i didn`t want jeffrey thinking something. lol. i bought some other shirt though, and a jacket. i bought tin tin a shrit too. she likes her lumpia. janice bought some sunglasses. then i had my palm read. what can i say? i`m called curious lea for a reason. then we left and went to walnut creek. i really didn`t like lanceros. i wanna thank justin, though, for leading me to every formation. everything else was fine. pasegin was crazy! i was suprised when i saw that ernest wasn`t my partner. i turned around and saw bryan with his net tryin to cath me! yikes! most of pasegin was not acting. especially at the end when the guys finally caught us and dragged us off stage. bryan decided to go right then a hard left. chaaa. i was scared! after that i went back to kat`s. mom, uncle ed, my brothers, and aris kai came to pick me up.

sunday . . . kalyaan! yea! we made it! and guess who came? ate lizelle! woo hoo! the show was good. no dropping baskets & no exposed cheeks. aris kai kicked it with the girls in th dressing room. and everyone liked his pink polo. hehe. aris kai took a liking to miko & bryan (bryan or ryan, i dunno who he was trying to call). and soon everyone became miko or bryan! haha! kat, he couldn`t recognze without her glasses. i thought that was purdy funny. the show went pretty smoothly. thank you mane & kat for help with my quick change. and happy LATE birthday to reyna. in idudu mykenn says he slipped on his bahag or something. causing his ankle to hurt even more. during the break i told him to rest. but he didn`t listen. tsk tsk. something kinda embarassing happened during the break. i BLAME MYKENN. but don`t feel too bad. you didn`t know. so barrio- more changes to pasegin were made. janice 'escaped' and cheyne was left in the middle of the stage screaming "WALA!" haha. the dance just gets more & more interesting. at the end of karatong mykenn did his lil flip thingy and messed up his ankle AGAiN! i told him to rest it. grr. why won`t these guys listen? -_- after the show, kat, miko, and i wrote all over lizelle's car! haha. fun stuff. kyla, cheyne, & justin m joined in, but too late for the picture. sorry guys! anyways, the most random thigns were written: 'wheels go round & round', 'honk if you think i'm sexy' (i honked for you ate!). i took a picture of the car, but it turned out blurry. so here's us, not wanting to let lizelle go. (it`s because she`s sexay)

lizelle relaxing. miko crackin` up. kat tryin tah keep lizelle from leaving us AGAiN. & lil old me, hanging on to kat`s leg. yes yes. come hawaii we`re gonna make our own nightlife! right, guys? ;D

when we ran outta room kat and lizelle decided to go write on my car. if you look on the back window you`ll see where lizelle wrote "play with my kat". ahahaha!